Anniversary and isolation

4 years alcohol free 3/5 and 7 years nicotine free today. I am home for the next three weeks. Schools are closed and I'm lucky to be able to WFH. I am going stir crazy. We are very prepared so that is good. This whole thing scares me and I've been very stressed. I'm eating…

Good times ahead (fingers crossed)

Well I'm not gonna lie 2020 has started out rough. We've been fighting various sickness and now my daughter has the flu. She had a 103.2 temp on Friday. I am WFH today which is difficult. Work isn't very sympathetic. I have no idea what we'll do tomorrow. This weekend we were also without power…

Work sucks.

Crappy day here. I should be going to the gym now but I'm getting pizza... priorities. I'll tell you I cant wait for Thanksgiving and those 4 days off. I am burnt out again and need a break. It's not worth going into. I just feel like the same shit happens day in and day…

Me time

Is it bad to want some me time? Sometimes I just want the house to myself. I love my husband and daughter but we're always together. The last two weeks I haven't gone to soccer practice and I feel so guilty like I'm a bad mom. On weeknights everyone's looking at their screens, which I…

Work Personalities

I am so sick and tired of the attitudes of certain people at my work. There are about 3 people that can get away with anything and it's tolerated. One is Sr Management a male and the other two women are in upper management and the man protects them because they've worked together at previous…

Sick Day

Woke up this morning and after showering and getting dressed thought I can't do this while trying not to cry. I decided I needed a day to clear my head. I think everyone needs a mental health day once in awhile. I don't feel the least bit guilty either. Work does not define me or…

Foul Mood

Feeling super stressed and down today. I keep feeling like I want to break down and cry too. My hope is this is just hormonal women stuff because I hate being depressed. I need a break from work. I am overwhelmed and working on too many things at a time and then constantly switching gears.…

Fall rut

I think I've hit my season change rut again. It's really the less light that does it to me. The summer's end always affects me. I also felt very cheated this summer due to health issues that started in June and are still ongoing. I cannot tell you how many times I've gone to my…

Summer’s End

I can't believe we've reached the end of August, it has passed in a flash. The summer was pretty good despite the ongoing female issues that are still occurring almost 3 months later. We went to the Cape a couple weeks ago. The house we stayed in was awesome. It had a nice big deck…