It’s Friday again after a long, stressful week. I have no idea what to do with myself right now. I am still tense from the day. It was stressful and frustrating, I’ve probably dealt with worse, but without numbing myself daily, my emotions are through the roof.
I told a few people at work I wanted too scream and snapped at one of the sales guys. It’s a good thing I work with a lot of strong personalities, but they’re not used to seeing me this bitchy and cranky. I don’t know how to turn off this perpetual moodiness.
So the other problem is I’m so bored. I’m usually a big reader but not feeling anything and out of books. Tv is not thrilling me either, I have no clue what to do with myself.
I think nighttime is the hardest, the day is filled with running around and business. At night I just want to de-stress and veg out but can’t seem to relax.