Tough times lately. My husband was laid off right after Thanksgiving it’s put undue stress on both of us. He’s extremely smart and marketable, so I know he’ll find something but it’s a matter of when. It’s scary living off one paycheck and I’m not happy at my job. The last month has not been good. My anxiety has been awful and my depression which I haven’t felt in years has returned.
I feel angry, irritable and like I’m going to cry most days. I’m overwhelmed at work and had a bad confrontation with a customer last week. I had to get my boss involved and then escaped to the bathroom to bawl my eyes out.
I haven’t drank, I really want to. I’m struggling everyday. I’m going to the gym about 3 to 4 times to try to feel better and get stress out.
I’m trying, it’s hard.