I want to run far, far away from here. I need a break, I need to be by myself with no responsibilities. No work, no boss, no email, no husband, no parents. I want my daughter though, I can’t run away from her. I’ve been sick, I’ve been tired, I’ve had enough. I really want to take 3 days, go to the beach, somewhere warm ALONE but that would be selfish of me so I do nothing.
I’m so frustrated with life right now I’m being a bitch, an ass, everything my husband does pisses me off and I lash out at him because he’s closest to me. I have no idea what my problem is. I just want space and to get my head back together. I feel like I’m losing it.