I need a vacation

I have complete Spring Fever, I need palm trees and a beach now. It has been a loong winter, not the snowiest but I'm ready for a change of season. Two days ago we had a teaser, it was up to 65 degrees. That's New England weather for you- snow, sun, rain, hot and cold…

Advertisements

A Me Day

Today is all about me. I took a vacation day and I'm going to do whatever a want. I don't really have to adhere to schedules and can go at my own place. I plan on going the o the mall and doing a little sewing. I think everyone needs a me day to recharge…

Cold winter days

Winter is here, it is frigid where I live, I might as well be in the arctic.  We were hit with a snow storm Thursday which was kind of nice,  I like a good storm sometimes.  I was home Thursday and Friday due to school cancellations.  My work never closes unless they call a state…

Almost slipped

I swear I almost drank tonight.  I was in a not caring about anything state and wanting to tell the universe to f off.  I could almost taste the alcohol in my mouth.  I sat outside the strip mall outdide Wines and More debating what to do with tears in my eyes and reciting the…

Tis’ The Season

Yup, it's that time of year again. It just tends to sneak up on you. I recall just apple picking in September and them boom it's Christmas. The good news is I have almost all my shopping done, started early this year. Right now I'm forcing myself to get into the holiday season like I…

Driving in the dark

Ughh.... it's that time again, so dark when I leave work, it might as well be midnight. The end of daylight savings has hit me as it always does.  I am exhausted.  I haven't adjusted to the time change yet so I'm waking up an hour early everyday, still going to bed at the same…

Day 600

My sober app informed me I've reached 600 days.  I can't believe it, it's almost surreal.  I am trying to embrace sobriety right now because before I just wanted to not think about it and push it away previously, which I feel is a form on denial.  I think I've finally realized, yeah I am…

Contemplation

I am contemplating getting my but to an aa meeting this week.   Why contemplating, because I'm scared,  ridiculous, isn't it?  I haven't been to a meeting in over 6 years and the times I went I did not have a lot of sobriety under my belt.  I do feel more confident now,  so that is…