Spring check in

Finally getting warm out and we're done with winter, at least where I am, sorry mid west. I've lost 15 pounds since January. I feel so good abot myself. I haven't been this weight in about 9 years. I still have 15 more to go. I've been going to the gym the last three weeks.…

Counting down the days…

Tomorrow will be one month til a real vacation. I am counting down the days. A weird wave of sickness is going through the house right now. I've been nauseous and had a pounding headache and pressure all week. I took a sick day Monday. Today I got the call just as I pulled into…

Happy New Year

I was really looking forward to a long weekend but have come down with the first winter's cold.  My NYE has consisted of chicken soup, tea and honey and lots of tv.  I have been binge watching HGTV all day, my dream is now to flip houses for a living. So it's that time again,…

Life moves forward

Life doesn't stop, it continues even if you want it to stop so you can get off the ride. I'm trying to move forward and some days are easier than others. Friday night I was craving alcohol. I wanted to just drink to stop thinking for awhile and being a holiday weekend makes things hard.…

My heart

My heart hurts and I feel empty, someone is missing. It's been a week since we lost our dog. The sadness just doesn't go away. Sometimes I still feel in shock and can't believe he's gone. I have had dogs my whole life and have lost them too, but he was my special boy, my…

Rainbow Bridge

My beautiful, sweet boy has gone to the rainbow bridge today. I had to let him go. My sweet boy had liver failure and kidney and bladder stones. The only option was surgery and I would never put him through that. He was a love and so full of life up to the end. My…

My furbaby

My furbaby is sick. He's at the vet today for some tests today. He's declined in the past week. In the past 4 days he's barely ate a thing and he's tired and sleeps all the time.  This is not like him, he usually begs for food and is quite energetic for a 13 year…