Emotional

Feeling super emotional and stressed. I am letting little things get to me and I can't seem to shake them off. It is silly stuff too that in the long run will not matter. We're doing a birthday party for my daughter's 8th birthday. I am worried that no one will come and she'll be…

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Spring check in

Finally getting warm out and we're done with winter, at least where I am, sorry mid west. I've lost 15 pounds since January. I feel so good abot myself. I haven't been this weight in about 9 years. I still have 15 more to go. I've been going to the gym the last three weeks.…

Christmas Blues

I'm not feeling very merry, super stressed and overwhelmed. I was so ahead of the game in early November with the majority of gifts done but chaos ensued this week with running around getting gifts for all my co workers. I honestly feel it's pointless. Do they need more slippers, body lotion, chocolates, coffee or…

Moving along

Feel like I'm in a rut but still moving forward.  I think I'm extremely burnt out with my job and feel zero passion for it.  Getting another job would likely be less money and could be more responsibility, so I'm staying for now, but not really happy. My husband was laid off the end of…

Happy New Year

I was really looking forward to a long weekend but have come down with the first winter's cold.  My NYE has consisted of chicken soup, tea and honey and lots of tv.  I have been binge watching HGTV all day, my dream is now to flip houses for a living. So it's that time again,…

This is my life

I'm here, emotionally a bit up and down. Sometimes I am ready to cry for no reason and other times so angry and anxious, it's hard to reel myself in.  There have been times I wanted to drink but I don't want the consequences that come from drinking and I refuse to turn my back…

tightly wound

Today was quite intense, I felt so tightly wound and ready to spring up and scream at any minute.  Work is driving me crazy, I feel like I'm headed for a relapse because I'm so damned stress.  I don't want that to happen but can feel my addict brain plotting against me.  I hate it…